Tuesday, February 10, 2009

the first conversation about marriage

She asked if I would marry her.

She asked when will I marry her.

I started with shocked feelings, then a bit of happiness with slight shyness.

I felt embarrassed and a bit of useless as I am incapable and unready to even think of marriage and to propose her.

I do want to marry her. I just thought I needed time to think and get ready. I'm waiting for that moment. The reason that I've told myself before, which is, when I have get the salary that I want I'll think of marriage. Soon.. soon... I'm gonna have that this year, I hope it is as what I've been told and promised by my boss. And I told her all about this.

Anyhow, I never did actually answer her two questions. It wasn't necessary and I'm being too big-man. I guess.. I want to propose to her when I'm ready. Not be told by her to.

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